About Choice

Alright..
Quite emotional day...

Life is all about the choices you made...
Whether or not you make the right choice and go the right path...
So that you won't regret after that...
However...
Sometimes it's just so hard to choose...
Between 2 very simple things...
Yea...
I'm facing this situation right now...
I know how important it was but I have no courage to face it...
Because how bad I am...
I failed for the past year...
Even now I have no idea at all what I'm doing and what I really wanted...
I'm just so demotivated...

When you're making your choice between something...
Sometimes you need the courage...
When there's hesitation meaning something is pulling you back...
Even if you know which one is the best choice...
Maybe you're not ready for change...
Maybe it's because you're not ready to face what's going to happen next...
Or maybe you don't wanna face the consequences...You're trying to escape from the responsibility...
Not the responsibility on others but on yourself...

Well...
For me it's all of them...
So emo now...
I just wish I can have the courage...
Feel so sorry for those who loved me so much...

20110403    2.00AM

Mr. Right? Mr. Left?

Every girl will wish to find their "Mr. Right"...
Erhemm...
Who is this "Mr. Right"???
What criteria should he have???
Some said he must be handsome, then everyone will be jealous...
Some said he must be rich, then only they can have whatever things that they wanted...
Some said he must love them and cares only for them, then only they'll feel happy all the time...
Some said he must be strong, so that they will be protected from any harm...
Some said he must be smart/intelligent, then only they can have a bright future, or perhaps bright children...

Well, if that is the case...
I wanna find my "Mr. Left"...
He need to be handsome, not just physically but from the inside out...
He need to be rich, but rich in empathy and kindness....
He need to be loving and caring, especially to his parents, if he can be filial then I'm sure he can be loyal to me too...
He need to be strong, but strong in the sense that he has good wills and will not give up easily in achieving them...
He need to be smart, smart in solving problems and handling emotions...
That's my "Mr. Left"...
Hehehe...
I don't know what I had missed out but here it is~~~

P/S: If it's ok I hope he could have a bit talent too
I LOVE all of them who have talents no matter in singing, dancing, playing musical instruments or any others.....
Especially if he could be my "Mr. left".. I'd love him MORE!!!


P/S again...: You might look nice and attractive when you're playing piano or showing your other talent...But once you finished...!@#$%^&*()_)(*&^%# starts to come out from the mouth....Oh no no no no no no no...DEFINITELY NO!!!!

20110401    11.14PM

Fun Photographing Session

Just had a fun photographing session with few of my coursemates
^^ ❤
It was so so so so fun
I enjoy the moment very much
Hahaha...
Here are the pictures that I took
Enjoy ^^

Video shooting...

Tommy acting "noob"

Peter's acting is damn good...

All start to take picture

Tashmeerra very syok taking pictures XD

There are more nice pictures
^^
Feel free to check it out...


20110401    9.55PM

FED UP!!!

Alright here...
I'm already over the age where I can drink and go into the casino without being stopped!!
And I already passed my driving test without bribing anyone 5 years ago..
Which means I KNOW HOW TO DRIVE~!!!
Yet till today I'm still telling people: "My Mum is coming to fetch me~~"
WHAT THE HELL??!!!!

Ok..
I understand that you'll worry..
But hey~!!
One day I still have to do all these things MY OWN~!!!
Why..Am I still going to tell this shit to people when I reached 30???
THIS IS SO RIDICULOUS~!!!
And I can't even have a say~!!!
I respect you as my family member...
But doesn't mean that you are the dictator in the house~!!!
Whatever we said that you doesn't like you won't listen....
If not you'll be showing the shit face for the rest of the month~!!!!
I'm so FED UP on this already....

When people ask me "Why don't you drive yourself?"
What am I suppose to answer huh???
And I don't even dare to promise my friend to hang out with them when they're back in Ipoh~!!!
Seriously I'm tired of this SHIT already~!!!
For 20years already I'm with you and yet YOU DON'T KNOW ME WELL????????
Do I smoke??? NO!!!
Do I drink????? NO!!!!
Do I club????? NO!!!!
Do I simply make friends????? NO!!!!!!!!!!
Do I like lala people?????? NO!!!!!!!!!!
All these you can't see?????
All these you don't know??????????
COME ON~!!!!!
DAMN~!!!!!

I'm going to live my life no matter how....MY OWN LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!
Not the life that you need to give me but the life that I'm going to create myself~!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm going to write MY OWN STORY!!!
DAMN~!!!
I'm really so TIRED AND FED UP with all these SHIT~!!!!!!

20110328    4.57PM

❤❤ Photography ❤❤

❤❤ Photography ❤❤
Is a MAGIC that allowed you to change a specific moment to something that last FOREVER~~~

I got this quote from a Singaporean drama -- "Little Nyonya"...
Since then I'd been falling in ❤ with photography~~
Whenever I take nice pictures, edit or just post it up to Facebook without editing..
And people actually like it...
That is the moment that I feel like I'm a MAGICIAN~~
^^❤

Although I'm not a professional photographer and I'm only using digital camera..
Or perhaps my handphone to take pictures..
Yet I'm glad that people still like them ^^
I do hope to learn from other professionals though..
Even some of my lecturers..
They have strong skills of photography which I am so impressed with..
And I do wish to learn from them..

Below are the pictures that I felt fully satisfied with ^^❤
Well...
For a beginner like me..
Hahaha...
Ya..I like these pictures ^^❤

A Beautiful Sunset

Naughty Girl ^^

Meowwwww~~~

So...
Do you like it??
^^❤

20110327    1.41AM

It Never Ends

I'm wondering..
How come in this semester works seem to be increasing towards the end instead of decreasing...
Until now I've still got one assignment that is awaiting --> Counseling Practice.
And I still have 4 presentations ahead --> Japanese, Child Development, Counseling Practice and Culture.
Not only that..
There are 2 more events awaiting also --> FFTT and Child Camp.
Not counting the camp and all the classes back in Ipoh.
My schedule is so FULL~
I've got no free weekends most of the time~
And the workloads.........Sigh~~~
Well...
I've still got my FYP ahead..
Gotta charge myself up a bit to face it!!!
Here I come~!!!

I'm A Nerd~~

20110325    10.47PM

Fever Fever Go Away

It has bee a long long time since I'd last fall sick~
When I "detect" the soreness in my throat~
I KNEW IT!!
T_T
My old friend "Sore Throat" is coming to visit me~

"Toothache" and "Swollen Gum" welcome him so much~

And "Sore Throat" bring along "Fever"~

Oh my God~!!!
I'm "delighted" to see all of them (<-- T_T)
In fact, I'm going to introduce them "Panadol"~

Hopefully they'll like this new friend~
Lastly...
A great THANKS to my dear "Immune System"~

You've done a great job...
Sorry for troubling you...
Now just let "Panadol" do his work~






20110323    10.18PM