Emotional Night Blogging

I might be like "Whatever" or "Nahh, I don't care much" at times..

But during days or nights like this when I'm thinking a lil too much and cause myself emotion attacks.. (<-- SUCKS!!)

I do wish that there will be a wide and warm shoulders for me to lean on..
Arms that could hold me tight and tell me
"I'm here with you, everything will be just fine"...

Owwhhhh sucks~~~~~ :'(

20130417 12.42AM

With You by Leah Dou

Song sang by Faye Wong's daughter..
She definitely inherited her mother's gene..
Talented girl that's gonna shine bright in the future..
Loving this song ^^
Support!!





There isn't a minute I would spend without you
There isn't a moment I can breath without you
Every piece of my heart belongs to you
Nothing can stop us now

I walked in with a smile on my face
Coz seeing you makes me feel living grace
So I need to tell you right, right now something

I know you scared of what the future holds
Don't get me wrong coz I do too
But right now I can tell you
You don't have to fear


Coz you and I are like the leaves and flower
Without you I can't live for an hour
I say you're crazy 
But I know that it's true
That if there was a forever I'm spending with you

With you~~~

You say "you're down, what's on your mind?"
I say "nothing but I'm hypnotized"
But would this moment last forever, foreverI know you scared of what the future holds
Don't get me wrong coz I do too
But right now I can tell you
You don't have to fear

Coz you and I are like the leaves and flower
Without you I can't live for an hour
I say you're crazy 
but I know that it's true
that if there was a forever I'm spending with you

With you~~~

20130228    12.48AM

To Blog

To blog
Is to share my deepest thoughts to everyone...

To blog
Is to realize what I had done and how will my deeds affect my life as well as my personality...

To blog
Is to understand myself, what am I thinking, what am I doing, what are my values in life...

To blog
Is to express myself, not to seek sympathy from anyone, neither is empathy, but to explore as well as improve my own quality of life...

To blog
Is a very good channel to find myself and to share my thoughts..
Exploration is done through writing and from there I search for my values..
So why no blogging? ^^

20130226    11.21PM

Dark Side

Yes, nobody is actually perfect.
When you love somebody you accept everything of him/her.
Maybe at the beginning you won't see the dark side of theirs, coz who'd wanna show you their dark side?
But soon you study your love ones and realize their dark side, will you still love them?

This song made me tear as it made me think of the past.
But past is past, now I'm looking at the future.
I believe that I had become a better me, and I still can become an even better me.
Enjoy the song.

Lyrics:

Oh oh oh, there's a place that I know
It's not pretty there and few have ever gone
If I show it to you now
Will it make you run away?

Or will you stay
Even if it hurts
Even if I try to push you out
Will you return?
And remind me who I really am
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Like a diamond
From black dust
It's hard to know
What can become
If you give up
So don't give up on me
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away
Don't run away
Just tell me that you will stay
Promise me you will stay
Don't run away
Don't run away
Just promise me you will stay
Promise me you will stay

Will you love me? ohh

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away
Don't run away

Don't run away
Promise you'll stay

20130226    8.18PM

Responsibility

I was sometimes not satisfied back then when I was studying..
You know.. Exams, assignments, group works...
Gave me headaches..

But now that I'm graduated and stepped into the world of work...
It's not what I thought it should be..
It just no that you goes to work, do as what you're told to, done, and leave..
You have to contribute 100% of your responsibility, sometimes more!!
Especially in the educational line, extra aware you have to be..

Everyday I have to monitor the students' progress..
Make sure they're disciplined..
Make sure they're learning and doing their work..
Make sure that parents are satisfied..
Honestly, I was still not used to this and it gave me severe headache @@
Especially the parents part..

To be frank some parents are ridiculously demanding, while they're the ones not contributing..
I wanna have a say here.. Now listen dear daddies and mommies..
Just don't think that you're paying the fees then you pass every job to us, they're your kids, YOU have the responsibilities to educate them as well..

Overall, if you wanna succeed in a career it comes with great responsibility..
Without any contribution you'll get nothing..
I was wrong about studying back then now I really miss study life.. (Sorry T^T)
But I'm gonna go ahead and adapt..
Perhaps I can create better future generation..
I know I can do it =)
Aza aza!!

20121108    1.43PM

Just Smile and Wave

Someone's waiting for you to breakdown..
Someone's waiting to see the fallout..
Keep your eyes open even when you're sleeping said Taylor Swift..

Well, I'd say "Just smile and wave" like the penguins sweetie ^^
Just smile and wave..

20121031    11.44PM

Ignorance Is Bliss

Ignorance is bliss...
True..
Recently I had been feeling indifferent with stuffs, either negative or positive..
I'm surprise actually..
Is it because of PMS?? Or I've gone crazy??
Hahahaha.. No idea...
But one thing that I know is that, when you stop clinging to things/events/people around you, you'll suffer less..
Especially to bad things that happens in life..
One recipe of finding happiness in ourselves is to stop clinging to the past isn't it?
If we keep thinking about things that happened it'll be hard for us to actually move forward..
For example, if we keep thinking about someone who betrayed us..
We'll only feel angry, frustrated, hate and sad..
Why torture ourselves with all those rubbish?
Be happy instead...

That day when my uncles got into a fight, me and my mom had to travel down to my grandparents' place coz my grandma nearly fainted...
I remember this neighbor of my grandma told us a story of hers:
There was this lady who started a fight with her and eventually slapped her..
She did not hated that lady, in fact she kept helping her after that..
That lady was so embarrassed and regret for what she did..

So, moral of the story..
When people act bad against us, we don't downgrade ourselves to act the same as they did..
Keep classy, just ignore --> forgive --> forget..
You'll be more happy  ^^

P/S: I know saying this is easy peasy, I feel the same way too.
Hahaha...
BUT!! Who knows what will happen in the future if I keep reminding myself right?
Good luck =)

20121023    12.40AM