Them Best Friendsss

As I walk along the path..

I have no idea how many people I'll be meeting..

Or who will actually walk in and out of my life..

But as long as there's someone who is worth cherishing, I'll cherish them from the bottom of my heart..

As I always tell my students, I'm not someone who'll easily give my trust to..

Nor someone who'll easily open her heart to somebody...

But then again, when there's someone who's able to lower the guard, then yes I'll let it all out..

Perhaps I should say that so far there's only a few really rare creatures which has...Somehow really bizarre powers that are able to do so.. 

I could count them with one hand.. Hahaha...

To those whom I cherished~~~

My Spongebob...

My Piglet...

My Nobita....

I cherish the you and I love you all <3

HUGSSSSSSSS ^^

20131006    10:48PM

05.05.2013

Today is most probably the darkest day for all Malaysia citizen..
GE-13... Vote? Democracy? People's choice?
Bullshits.....

So what if people came out to vote?
So what if people travelled a thousand miles to vote for a cleaner election?
So what if people hurt and injure themselves during election day just for a better government?
So what if people died after/before voting for a brighter future for their country?

You!!
So called leaders of the country..
Playing tricks in front of the people..
By asking foreigners to vote for you...
By registering voters who are not eligible to vote, voters who's already dead a hundred years ago...
And now that you are losing..
You again play other tricks in front of the people...
Who were there witness the "miracle" and the "magical tricks" that you're playing..
Who immediately trying to stop those "miracles" from happening and were being threaten...
Not by others but by police force!!
And you call this election fair and transparent??!!!

Yes, you may be winning the game..
But you see, you lose everyone's heart!!!
Me, as a Malaysia citizen, felt and is feeling guilty because I did not fulfill my responsibility to cast a vote..
But now, other than guilt, I'm frustrated, sad and heartbroken..
To see all these obvious corruptions that are playing in front of the people's eyes and yet we can do nothing to stop it...
To see the future of our beloved country vanished....

But we won't lose hope...
As long as we're the citizen of Malaysia...
We will fight for our country's future!!
For a clean election!!
For democracy!!!

May Malaysia be safe from BN~~
Amen...

20130506. 1.33AM

Learning From Nature

Wheat...
The fuller it gets, the more it bends...

Are we being humble when we know more?
When we know better than anybody else, do we empower others? Or get along and help them?
What this small lil thing taught us is,
When we are well educated,
When we know best,
When we become richer/the richest,
When we have everything that we want, that other people ever wanted in this world...
Are we still humble?
Do we treat everyone the same?
To me, power/fame/status isn't everything...
The more you have but the more egoistic you are, people will leave you...
However, the more you have but the more approachable you are, people will like you and supports you...
Even willing to sacrifice for you...

Let's travel back to history..
Don't you realize that kings/emperors who are mean and selfish will die alone without any care from the people?
While rulers who are caring and humble, owned the love from the people, some even willing to sacrifice themselves...

When we have the power...
What I think we should do is to use that advantage to help the weaker ones..
When we have the knowledge...
What I think we should is to share what we learn to those who can't afford to learn, educate them...
When we have the money...
What I think we should do is to help the poors, and those who are in need...

There is this Chinese sayings, which is "一样米养百种人"..
Which means all wheat are the same, but the same wheat raises people from all over the world...
It's the second things that it teaches us...
Treat everyone fairly and equally...
We are all standing on the same land..
If Mother Earth never discriminate us human, who are the ones destroying its beauty...
Then why should we discriminate or look down at others? Even animals...

That's what wheat taught me..
I'm only learning from nature =)

20130427    12.52AM

Emotional Night Blogging

I might be like "Whatever" or "Nahh, I don't care much" at times..

But during days or nights like this when I'm thinking a lil too much and cause myself emotion attacks.. (<-- SUCKS!!)

I do wish that there will be a wide and warm shoulders for me to lean on..
Arms that could hold me tight and tell me
"I'm here with you, everything will be just fine"...

Owwhhhh sucks~~~~~ :'(

20130417 12.42AM

With You by Leah Dou

Song sang by Faye Wong's daughter..
She definitely inherited her mother's gene..
Talented girl that's gonna shine bright in the future..
Loving this song ^^
Support!!





There isn't a minute I would spend without you
There isn't a moment I can breath without you
Every piece of my heart belongs to you
Nothing can stop us now

I walked in with a smile on my face
Coz seeing you makes me feel living grace
So I need to tell you right, right now something

I know you scared of what the future holds
Don't get me wrong coz I do too
But right now I can tell you
You don't have to fear


Coz you and I are like the leaves and flower
Without you I can't live for an hour
I say you're crazy 
But I know that it's true
That if there was a forever I'm spending with you

With you~~~

You say "you're down, what's on your mind?"
I say "nothing but I'm hypnotized"
But would this moment last forever, foreverI know you scared of what the future holds
Don't get me wrong coz I do too
But right now I can tell you
You don't have to fear

Coz you and I are like the leaves and flower
Without you I can't live for an hour
I say you're crazy 
but I know that it's true
that if there was a forever I'm spending with you

With you~~~

20130228    12.48AM

To Blog

To blog
Is to share my deepest thoughts to everyone...

To blog
Is to realize what I had done and how will my deeds affect my life as well as my personality...

To blog
Is to understand myself, what am I thinking, what am I doing, what are my values in life...

To blog
Is to express myself, not to seek sympathy from anyone, neither is empathy, but to explore as well as improve my own quality of life...

To blog
Is a very good channel to find myself and to share my thoughts..
Exploration is done through writing and from there I search for my values..
So why no blogging? ^^

20130226    11.21PM

Dark Side

Yes, nobody is actually perfect.
When you love somebody you accept everything of him/her.
Maybe at the beginning you won't see the dark side of theirs, coz who'd wanna show you their dark side?
But soon you study your love ones and realize their dark side, will you still love them?

This song made me tear as it made me think of the past.
But past is past, now I'm looking at the future.
I believe that I had become a better me, and I still can become an even better me.
Enjoy the song.

Lyrics:

Oh oh oh, there's a place that I know
It's not pretty there and few have ever gone
If I show it to you now
Will it make you run away?

Or will you stay
Even if it hurts
Even if I try to push you out
Will you return?
And remind me who I really am
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Like a diamond
From black dust
It's hard to know
What can become
If you give up
So don't give up on me
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away
Don't run away
Just tell me that you will stay
Promise me you will stay
Don't run away
Don't run away
Just promise me you will stay
Promise me you will stay

Will you love me? ohh

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away
Don't run away

Don't run away
Promise you'll stay

20130226    8.18PM