31.12.2011 Confession

It's the last day of the year!!
It's the end of 2011~ ^.^
And in another 6 hours a brand new year begins....
Awhh.. What a year!!
Hahaha...
I've went through a lot this year and had experienced a lot of amazing experiences...
Internship with autism kids, working in a busy customer service line, changes in my concept of financial management, finally got the chance to drive on my own, getting fat and then slim...
Hahaha...
Wonderful!!

To my family:
I'm sorry for every word or deed that I said or done that hurt you all.
You know I don't mean it..
I really am grateful to have a family like this and I really love you all.
You guys are the most important persons to me in my life!!
And home is the place where I can throw as much tantrums as I can and still can be loved!!
I am most thankful for this ^.^
I love you Daddy, Mummy and stupid sister!!
Hehe *tears*

To my BUDDY!!!
(See, you're in second place.. Hahaha..)
I am totally thankful for a friend like you!!
I wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to God for this gift ^.^
You have no idea how much I struggled in friendship conflicts back there in primary and secondary.
Well, people likes popular students to be friend but I'm low profile. Hahaha..
Yea, struggled a lot.
Until God presented you to me...
Indeed the BEST is worth waiting..
For 22 years I waited and it's worth it all!!
Thanks for being my Buddy ^.^
I wish you the MOST sincere All The Best and everything goes fine with you!!
Most importantly, BFF FOREVER!! ^.^
*tears*

To all my lovely friends:
Great thanks to all of you!!
I appreciate your supports and helps when I'm in need.
Although I'm not really opening when I'm with you guys, but I do care about all of you.
You're the gift from God ^.^
Sorry for the lack of time to accompany you guys.
I wish you all best days ahead ^.^
*hugs*

To my friendmy (friend+enemy):
You guys SUCKS!!
And because of you suckers I learned and grown!!
So thanks yo!!
Hahaha..



HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
*hugsss* *kisses*

20111231    5.55PM

Attitude

Somehow I find this true.

I mean, I am who I am...

I'm crazy, child-like, true to myself and others, aggressive, materialistic, loyal......

(P/S: Child-like is NOT the same as childish!!)

But it really do depends on who I'm with..

If I'm with my family, that means my true self will reveal;

I scolds and show tantrums...

I mean, family is always the place where I can show all my tantrums to, and yet I can get all the forgiveness ain't it?? 

That's why I love my family so much!!

If I'm with my friends, especially my BFF;

I'll go crazy!! With all the teasing and laughter and fun...

That's the time I'll tend to hide some of my flaws...

Just to have fun that's all...

If I'm with some people that I dislike, or someone that hurt me before;

I'll tend to be as fake as I can..

You know, just to prevent from something bad happens to me...

I won't talk much for sure, just keep quiet.

This works for me like all the time.

I'm not sure whether everyone feels the same way, but at least I do...

Life's like this, the way it is.

You just have to learn some skills in order to survive in this complicated world.

And this is one of it.

Good day =)

20111223    2.38AM

Lemme Tell You A Secret

But you have to promise me that you're not gonna tell anyone...
Promise??

Well, if he/she says "Sure! Your secret is safe with me!! I promise."
Do you believe him/her?
Here's what it'll always be like..

Those who agree with me put your hands up!!
Hahaha...
I clearly remember in the first movie of "Harry Potter and The Philosopher's Stone",
Dumbledore told Harry about this in the Hospital Wing after Professor Quirrell was killed...

"What happened down in the dungeon between you (Harry) and Professor Quirrell  is a total secret,
So naturally...The whole school knows..."

What a wise old man he is...And humorous~ ^^
I really find that line interesting, wasn't notice about the meaning until I re-watch the movie for the 88th time...
Hahaha...
Secrets are meant to be kept, it doesn't meant to be told to anyone, not even a single person!!!
It's meant to be kept to yourself, and only yourself...
Is that right??
For me it depends, your secret will only be safe with the RIGHT person...
It might be your BEST-EST BEST friend or CLOSEST family member.
But even that is not totally safe, you won't know which is the day you'll end up having a great fight with your BBF and they start to tell everyone your little secrets....
And the worst thing is, secrets spread even faster than CNN, and "Snowball Effect" follows...
(I mentioned the effect in the blog of "Silence" before, you might have a look at that ^^)
Judge wisely to whom your secrets may reveal, or else, keep it to your self.
You won't wanna end up being "naked" in front of the whole word...
Be wise, cheers =)

20111216    4.43PM

Positive Psychology

After 7 weeks of studies on Positive Psychology...
No matter it's the lectures or tutorials..
The subject always caused me to be in deep thoughts.
Especially the tutorial questions~
They were like asking:

1. What is authentic happiness? What makes you happy? Does money really cause happiness?
2. Can you always forgive a person? What if he/she killed your beloved ones?? Can you forget about the   incident and forgive them??
3. Having positive illusions about the future, how to avoid from being looking at the rose-coloured glasses?
4. Can tragedy and sadness be beautiful??

Do they get you into thinking?
Do they make you curious and getting interested in Positive Psychology or Psychology itself??
Hehehe..
I wish to share more of my thoughts on these topics..
BUT!!
Gonna have my exam on this subject on THURSDAY!!!
Aaarrrggghhh!!!
Study study....
Will blog that after my exam....Stay tuned ^.<

My companion during study time ^^

20111213    4.04PM

悟

新少林寺的主题曲…

昨天和妹妹去唱K有点到的一首歌。

看完MV以后我哭个半死…

今天在YouTube点击这个MV，看了三次哭了三次！

还好当时没到戏院看这部戏，不然的话就顶着“金鱼眼”走出戏院了。

刘德华最后为了救谢霆锋死在佛祖的怀抱里，我的眼泪立刻飙…

喜欢版主的留言：

一声钟响，敲开了无限感慨！

一生汲汲营营，争什么？留住什么？又得到什么？

人生如同一个圈，圈住的是有缘，圈不住的是无缘！

但人往往关注的是圈外抓不住的『无缘』，以致觉苦！

不如『放下』，回头关爱圈内的父母、妻儿、亲友，这些您曾尽心维护的『缘』！

是的，『命里有时终须有，命里无时莫强求』…

这首歌人人都会唱，这句话人人都会念，但这含义，是否人人都能体会？都能做到『莫强求』？

圈住的是缘，圈不住的是无缘…

既然无缘，又何必强求呢？

一直在无缘中打转，只会苦了自己！

『放下』往往变成了台词，又有多少人能真正放下，不再盲目追逐？

人生本来就是一场戏，曲终了，人就散了…

这时候，角色也就要抽离了…

珍惜有缘，也感恩于这段缘，无论它是一段『恶缘』或『善缘』…

懂得感恩的人，是能够活得幸福的人…

共勉之～

20111205 5.41PM

Snoresss

Always sleep late these days...
Tossed and turned in bed but just can't fall asleep...
Luckily tonight someone accompanied me...
And we had a GREAT fight...
With STUPID DAMN F***ING COCKROACH!!!
Urrgghhh...I HATE COCKROACHES!!!
Anyways...Gonna be a tight sleep I guess...
Let's try out now..
Goodnight folks
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~~~~

20111204    2.50AM

Save Some For Yourself

See...I told ya ~
You'll need your brain...
XD

20111204    1.04AM