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Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Some Thoughts


*PSSSSSP* *I'm blogging during working hour!!*
Muahahahahahaha...

In the middle of designing questions for my student when suddenly his popped into my head...
"Why do people always care too much?"
"Why do people unable to wipe off memories and let it turn into hatred, anger and revenge?"
"Is pride really more important than humanity?"
Well... I'm always a person with a lot of thoughts..
And these thoughts appear mostly because of the current crisis happening between X country and Y country now...
Whenever I saw news on TV it always brought me into deep thinking..
Polices were there to protect citizen's safety, security guards were there to make sure the place is safe and secure, but they were beaten up in the end, not by others but their own people, with same skin colour and same nationality.. Why??????????
Because of pride as what I'm sure...
That thing that they were fighting for is not the issue, the ISSUE is the nation's pride, which is the cause of loss of humanity...
Which causes hatred, anger, frustration, irrationality and revenge...
Which causes the appearance of the ugly, dark, evil side of human beings...
I do hope that this crisis could end peacefully...
There are still many who are innocents who do not wish to be harmed...
God bless..

20120919    11.35AM

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

My First Job

Now that I'm working I miss study life so much...
Working life is dull..
Dull in the sense that you wake up every morning, get ready to work, goes to work, waits for lunch, came back from lunch, waits for dismissal...
And it's a cycle that repeats itself day by day...
Duhhh...
BUT!!
The interesting part is, since I'm a course instructor (so called)...
I get to meet a lot of kids, adorable ones, shy ones, naughty ones, talkative ones etc etc..
All with different temperament..
Sometimes you get to laugh at their silly conversations with you (I mean they're kids right, sometimes things they said just doesn't make any sense)...LOL
Sometimes you can get heart attack coz they're just so naughty and uncontrollable...
Sometimes it's very touching when they appreciate things that you've done to them..
Yeah.. These are the parts that I like in my job..
You don't work because of work, work as if it's one part of your life which you enjoy...
If it's the opposite way... Then perhaps you need to think of another way out...
I remember this quote saying "When life gives you lemon, make it into lemonade"
I found sugar in my lemon, and I'm kinda enjoying my cup of lemonade...
Or perhaps it is the effect of "internal/external justification"...
Hehehe.. I don't know...
Maybe.. =D

20120918    12.56PM

Friday, September 14, 2012

It's been a very very very long time...
Since before I finished my FYP, after I graduated, when I'm in honeymoon mode and now that I started working...
Just too lazy to blog it seems.. Yesh.. "LAZY" is the word..
There are always a lot of stuffs in my mind that I just can't seems to voice out to anyone or anywhere..
Of course now that I'm happier, not to say I'm currently living a good and carefree life, but things don't bother me much and I don't get pissed real easily now..
Yeah.. That's the bright side of graduating not only from university, but also from a stage of social circle..
But sometimes there will still be a downfall where I starts to get emotional..
And this is the time where I found out that.. Friends whom I can really talk heart-to-heart with... Are very very limited..
The more I look at my insight, the more I see that I'm actually anti-social..
Not like does-not-make-friend kinda anti-social, but it's like if-no-one-finds-me-I'd-rather-be-alone kinda anti-social..
As I mentioned before I enjoy most of the time spent alone, with nobody, just me and myself..
It's more comfortable... Or should I say.. It's the MOST comfortable...

Since after I graduated.. The most frequent questions which I have to provide answers to everyone are as below:
1. What are you doing now? (Ukur tanah/ Goyang kaki)
2. When you plan to start work? (Soon...)
3. What job are you looking for? (...)
4. When to get a bf for yourself? (Not so soon..)
5. When you wanna get marry? (I bf also don't have...)
Kinda frustrated you have to answer to the same questions to everyone you meet..

For the last 2 questions..
What I wanna answer is actually :" If there is a guy for me, then it will be.. If not, I'm alright with it."
I won't hope for someone to take my hand or anything..
If it is meant to be, then it is meant to be..
If it is not meant to be, then let it be.. Geddit???




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