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Monday, March 28, 2011

FED UP!!!

Alright here...
I'm already over the age where I can drink and go into the casino without being stopped!!
And I already passed my driving test without bribing anyone 5 years ago..
Which means I KNOW HOW TO DRIVE~!!!
Yet till today I'm still telling people: "My Mum is coming to fetch me~~"
WHAT THE HELL??!!!!

Ok..
I understand that you'll worry..
But hey~!!
One day I still have to do all these things MY OWN~!!!
Why..Am I still going to tell this shit to people when I reached 30???
THIS IS SO RIDICULOUS~!!!
And I can't even have a say~!!!
I respect you as my family member...
But doesn't mean that you are the dictator in the house~!!!
Whatever we said that you doesn't like you won't listen....
If not you'll be showing the shit face for the rest of the month~!!!!
I'm so FED UP on this already....

When people ask me "Why don't you drive yourself?"
What am I suppose to answer huh???
And I don't even dare to promise my friend to hang out with them when they're back in Ipoh~!!!
Seriously I'm tired of this SHIT already~!!!
For 20years already I'm with you and yet YOU DON'T KNOW ME WELL????????
Do I smoke??? NO!!!
Do I drink????? NO!!!!
Do I club????? NO!!!!
Do I simply make friends????? NO!!!!!!!!!!
Do I like lala people?????? NO!!!!!!!!!!
All these you can't see?????
All these you don't know??????????
COME ON~!!!!!
DAMN~!!!!!

I'm going to live my life no matter how....MY OWN LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!
Not the life that you need to give me but the life that I'm going to create myself~!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm going to write MY OWN STORY!!!
DAMN~!!!
I'm really so TIRED AND FED UP with all these SHIT~!!!!!!



20110328    4.57PM

Sunday, March 27, 2011

❤❤ Photography ❤❤

❤❤ Photography ❤❤
Is a MAGIC that allowed you to change a specific moment to something that last FOREVER~~~

I got this quote from a Singaporean drama -- "Little Nyonya"...
Since then I'd been falling in ❤ with photography~~
Whenever I take nice pictures, edit or just post it up to Facebook without editing..
And people actually like it...
That is the moment that I feel like I'm a MAGICIAN~~
^^❤

Although I'm not a professional photographer and I'm only using digital camera..
Or perhaps my handphone to take pictures..
Yet I'm glad that people still like them ^^
I do hope to learn from other professionals though..
Even some of my lecturers..
They have strong skills of photography which I am so impressed with..
And I do wish to learn from them..

Below are the pictures that I felt fully satisfied with ^^❤
Well...
For a beginner like me..
Hahaha...
Ya..I like these pictures ^^❤

A Beautiful Sunset
Naughty Girl ^^
Meowwwww~~~
So...
Do you like it??
^^❤

20110327    1.41AM

Friday, March 25, 2011

It Never Ends

I'm wondering..
How come in this semester works seem to be increasing towards the end instead of decreasing...
Until now I've still got one assignment that is awaiting --> Counseling Practice.
And I still have 4 presentations ahead --> Japanese, Child Development, Counseling Practice and Culture.
Not only that..
There are 2 more events awaiting also --> FFTT and Child Camp.
Not counting the camp and all the classes back in Ipoh.
My schedule is so FULL~
I've got no free weekends most of the time~
And the workloads.........Sigh~~~
Well...
I've still got my FYP ahead..
Gotta charge myself up a bit to face it!!!
Here I come~!!!
I'm A Nerd~~

20110325    10.47PM

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Fever Fever Go Away

It has bee a long long time since I'd last fall sick~
When I "detect" the soreness in my throat~
I KNEW IT!!
T_T
My old friend "Sore Throat" is coming to visit me~











"Toothache" and "Swollen Gum" welcome him so much~














And "Sore Throat" bring along "Fever"~

Oh my God~!!!
I'm "delighted" to see all of them (<-- T_T)
In fact, I'm going to introduce them "Panadol"~

Hopefully they'll like this new friend~
Lastly...
A great THANKS to my dear "Immune System"~

You've done a great job...
Sorry for troubling you...
Now just let "Panadol" do his work~






20110323    10.18PM

Sunday, March 20, 2011

What A Week

This week is HECTIC!!
Went back to Kampar on Monday~~
Had my first presentation on Tuesday~~
Did all the stuffs required on Wednesday in the same day~~
Psychology Week on Wednesday, Thursday and Friday~~
Class on Saturday...Day and Night~~
Class in Jawi on Sunday, which is today~~~
I'm exhausted!!
Totally hard to keep my eyes open today...
Before I actually give out the class I was SO SLEEPY!!
Thank God I still can gave out my class well and the kids were quite responsive..
Phewwww~~
My modem was stroke by lightning and I cannot go online at home..
Sigh...
Now I'm in my favourite place doing my assignments...
Cheers for next week~~

20110320    10.48PM

Friday, March 18, 2011

!!!Wisdom Tooth!!!

PAIN PAIN PAIN!!!
My wisdom tooth is growing and it's SO PAIN!!!
My gum is swollen and I kept biting my skin at the side!!!
Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu................T_T
PAIN PAIN PAIN!!!
Why the pain is growing instead of my wisdom???
Why my smartness is not increasing???
Why it doesn't give me good results???
Why it doesn't give me a CGPA of 4.0???
Why it doesn't give me a First Class Honour???
Why instead of all those things that it's meant to give me ("wisdom" tooth ma)...
It gave me PAIN pulak????
Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu................
VERY PAIN ARR!!!!!

20110318    11.39PM

Monday, March 14, 2011

I'm Tired...Mentally...

Just finished my Abnormal Psychology "ASS"!!!
Sigh...
I wonder when will this hectic life ends??
I am really really tired inside..
It just feels like I can't relax at all as long as there is still works that I need to do...
Next week is Psychology Week and.....
I still got 2 models to make..
The freaking brain and the freaking Psy sign!!
Alamak!!!
T_T
I'm gonna cry and I'm definitely gonna die hard for that!!
Pray for me~~~
SIGH..................




20110314    12.40AM

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Long Time No SEE!!!

It's been a while since I last updated my blog here..
Aaaarrrrgggggghhhhh!!!
Very hectic life!!
Assignments, mid-term tests, society stuffs, classes, video-shootings, trainings........
I wonder what is the meaning of all these things already...
Study is suppose to be fun and interesting...
But I don't see any of these elements!!
Everyday stressed about works...works...WORKS!!
Feels like I'm gonna go crazy in any moment as long as the workloads are still there..
Right now I'm still rushing with my Abnormal Psychology assignment..
Tomorrow have to flee back to Kampar for the stupid class again..
Which is not suppose to be tomorrow!!!
Aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh once again!!
Tuesday presentation for Physiological Psychology!!
Wednesday have to submit the topic for my Final Year Project already..
Yet now I'm still struggling with other stupid things without any time to come out with my topic!!
Friday?? Video-shooting!!
Great!!
Sigh....
Well, I'm really gonna go crazy if I don't finish my Abnormal Psy NOW!!
See ya~~


20110313    2.13PM

Sunday, March 6, 2011

有故事的人

那天洗澡的时候
偶然想起这首歌
一边冲洗着身体一边哼着这首歌
无论是旋律还是歌词
都很有fu的说

刚刚在酷我找回这一首歌
听着听着就想到要写一些什么
每一个人都有他们的故事
虽然有些内容会比较相似
但每一个故事都是独一无二

有时候
当我们在跟一些人聊天的时候
都会觉得别人不了解我们
觉得好像都没有人会明白自己的脑袋到底装着什么
这是因为他们还没看懂你的故事
又或者他们还没看过你的故事

“都是有故事的人
才听懂心里的歌……”
周华健是这样唱的
别人看懂了你的故事
就自然会了解你了

一个人的故事
打从他出生的那一刻
就已经在编写了
所有的版本都不一样
就看你要怎么样编写属于你的故事
就好象
每个人的生活都不一样
在于你要怎么过属于你的生活

我在等待能和我一起编写故事的人
你呢?
你希望怎样写你的故事呢?



20110306    1.03AM

Saturday, March 5, 2011

I'm Fine..Erm..Nope I'm Not..Sigh..

Well I never expected to see your face today...
Or any other day...
Everytime you show that stupid face in front of me I'll.......
Sigh...
I always thought that I'll be fine but ends up thinking nonsense and emo after that...
This is stupid..
And I can't help for being stupid..
Sigh...Stupid!!
Gonna have a day in my favourite hang out place again Monday..
I'm coming Starbucks....




20110305    11.43PM

Friday, March 4, 2011

大学让我弄懂的事情

Found this in Facebook..Again..
Haha..
It's really really meaningful..
University life enabled me to make sense of many things..
Things that I can't find in any books..
Enjoy this people ^^


1.中学时我和同桌上课借过书,吵过架。
   现在我的旁边每节课是 不同的面孔,打了招呼,下课却忘记了这张脸。


于是,我明白了,我在成长。
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 2. 父母送我去大学报到,临走的时候,我爸来和我告别,
    我问我妈呢,我爸说 “你妈怕你哭,就没来。”
    大二暑假我回家,我爸无意中说 “其实你妈当时就在马路对面。你转身进学校,你妈就哭了。”


于是,我懂了,在成长面前,妈妈也是脆弱的。
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3. 大学报到,我父母陪同,铺床、买用品。
    我有个室友,自己自己在那边铺床,后来我才知道他是自己来报到的,
    我很佩服他,也很佩服父母这么放得开孩子,自愧不 如。
    又一次吃饭,我和这个室友说,我很佩服你自己来学校。他说:
    “你羡慕我独立,我羡慕你身边很温暖。”


然后,我懂得,当我看别人的时候,别人也在看我,为何我要忽略自己?
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4. 刚上大一时候,室友在另一室友怂恿下果断甩了在外地的现任女友,
    坐了2个小时地铁去向另一女生表白,无奈惨痛被拒。大学过半,至今仍孤身一人。


于是,我懂了,在没有确定下家之前,不要放了上家。
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5. 大一的时候有一次拉肚子,给妈妈打电话不停的诉苦。
    大二的时候我一个室友打球撞掉了一块舌头,缝上了有一段不能说话。
    后来我问他你妈知道 么,他说没告诉,怕她担心。


于是,我懂了,我的痛哭会被距离放大, 千 里之外,妈妈比我更痛苦。
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6. 大一下学期的时候给妈妈打电话,
    有段时间她没说几句就放了电话,她说她在忙工作。
    寒假回家的时候我爸告诉我,其实妈妈那段时间正在住院,
    半个月里,每次接我电话之前,
    她就叫病房里的人不要说话,也不敢和我聊很长时间,怕露馅。


于是, 我懂得,有 时候隐瞒,也是一种爱。
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7. 大学之前,自己只管学习,脏衣服一仍有人洗,饿了张嘴有饭吃。
    那时候我还嫌衣服少,饭不好吃。
    上了大学,看着床底下塞得一 坨坨的脏衣服,捶了捶背只能继续一件一件的洗。
    盯着食堂的饭菜,叹了叹气,只能硬着头皮放下咽。


于是,我懂了,以为平平常常的东西,等自己完全承担了,就觉得不那么容易了。
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8. 高中时候上课偷摸看个学海、手机杂志,惬意的不得了。
    一边看着小说,一遍提防着老师,看的也不亦乐乎。
    上了大学,偶然一次经过报亭,买了本杂志,给了老板三块,老板说三块五。
    我问什么时候涨了得,老板说涨了有一年多了。
    我才发现,中学时,从来只是借,从没自己掏钱买过。

于是,我懂得,是不是有些老友和快乐我们慢慢忘记了?
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9. 学校开学很早,基本过年之后过不了十五就要上学。
    今年正月十五,和奶奶视频。
    我说:奶奶,你看你孙子都长这么多胡子了。
    我不知奶奶听见没有,她就在那边笑,我在这边却哭了。

于是,我懂得,时间和距离向前延伸,最终会失去些什 么,所以要珍惜。
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10. 刚上大学的时候,我觉得自己是个异类:

     晚上在走廊上校内,路人甲乙经过,大声说校内真无聊,
     然后我就赶紧把本合上了;
     我在自习室吃椰浆饭,路人甲乙讨论,椰浆饭真垃圾,又没营养还有毒,
     我把半盒饭收到塑料袋里了;
     我用电脑上MSN, 路人甲乙又讨论,MSN真 老土,我习惯Skype,
     我脸红的把MSN关了,说实话Skype咋用我都不知道;
     我拿着4级单词背的使劲的, 路人甲乙在旁边议论,我觉得 GRE和TOFUL高分还是有规律的,
     我无颜的收起了英语单词本;

这个世界太多路人了,所以我更习惯走胡同,
因为人少,但是胡同越走越窄, 往往还是死胡同,
所以只能靠边走马路,把中间让给浩浩荡荡的路人,
但是在路边经常掉进下水道里,或者侥幸逃过井盖却不留神撞在了树上。
后 来,看看自己,虽然没有什么大鸣大放,但我的大学生活同样让“路人”们羡慕。


于是,我懂了,好好走 自己的 路,使劲的跟着别人,弄不好就摔了。还是仔细认真的看着自己的路。
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11. 中学时为了赖一会床,想尽各种理由请假,拉肚子、鼻子出血、感冒。。。
      但请假条落款都是我本人的名字。
      上了大学之后不用理由,想睡就睡, 点名让别人帮你划一笔,
      弄到最后,把自己的名字都弄丢了。

于是,我明白了,担当啊,把责任放在身 上,就明白 了。
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12. 高中的时候熬不住了就想再坚持一下,到时候考个大学上上就得了!
      大学了,看着自己的专业,看看以前的同学出国的出国,奖学金的奖学金,
      然后 开始骂自己,当初怎么不再多坚持一下。


于是,我懂得了,人的确有无限的潜力,如果以现状看从前。
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13. 上大学前生活在父母的臂膀下,看病可以走关系找好医生,
      上学可以走后门进好班,去哪里父母和朋友打个照顾就能得到照顾。
      大学后父母罩不到 我,去哪里不仅要排队,还要被强行插队。

于是,就懂了,常常自以为是,看不起父母,其实自己什么 都不是。
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14. 以前学习,半年一本书,然后还要好好保管,高考前还要重新看。
      书里的内容多年后翻看,还会有回忆。
      大学之后,一学期一本书,用过之后就卖 掉或放在某处,
      想想自己学过的书是什么样封面,没有什么印象。
      准备考研重新看的时候,感觉怎么都是新书。


于是,就懂得了,有时候,重复让人踏实,新鲜反而让人无感。
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15. 硬着头皮进大学学设计,虽然在别人看来我这个学校的设计有多么多么负盛名,
     其实冷暖自知。
     刚上大学的时候我想出国,成绩不行想转专业,
     转专业未果准备考公 务员,公务员考试越来越激烈越来越黑于是准备CPA。
     开始我想环游世界,后来想赚大钱,后来想有稳定的工作,
     再后来希望顺利找到好工作。
     我的梦想在越来越萎缩,却被认为越来越实际,务实。


于是,我懂了,在现实和梦想之间,我们都是从梦想趋向于现实的以至于越来越偏离,等现实满足了,再看梦想,已经远的看不到了。
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16. 大学之前,谈恋爱要偷偷摸摸的,遮遮掩掩,不能见光。
      大学之后,单身的要偷偷摸摸,遮遮掩掩,不能见光。


于 是,我懂了,有时候,合理不合理只是一线之隔。
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17. 高中的时候老给老师起外号,私下里同学都这么叫。
      大学了,想给老师起外号,却发现根本不知道老师名字怎么叫。


于是,我懂了,有些幼稚的游戏,已经玩不下去了。
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18. 刚上初中那年,Twins出道,青春可爱,不少同学是她们的粉丝。
      高三那年,阿娇艳照门,偷偷摸摸各种搜集艳照互相传阅,很傻很天真,难以相信。
      大二这年,阿sa宣布离婚,镜头前流泪,不舍婚姻。

于是,我懂了,在成长的,不只我一 个人。
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19. 初一的时候,罗文去世。
      初二的时候,张国荣从高楼跳下。
      下一年某个英语课,用手机上网,知道了从小听到大的电台不再有梅艳芳的声音。


于是,我懂了,长大了,不知道有多少人要离我们而去。
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 20. 高中的时候能跑能跳都得憋着,能说会唱都得忍着,
      高考只考语文高数历史簿记地理化学物理生物。
      大家都是同一笼包子,看上去一样。
      大学里, 玩的就是素质,有特长就能独当一面,
      虽然进来的时候都是包子,但就看哪个包子褶儿多,哪个包子长得像汉堡,拼个性。


于 是,我懂了,就算自己哪儿都短,关键时刻还是得有一特长。
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21. 高中的时候只能穿校服,走到哪年龄大的就叫我小弟,年龄小的就叫我学长。
      大学没校服,地铁上三姑六婆都管我叫阿哥,
      初中生还喊我叔叔,还得硬着头皮答复。


于是,我懂了,实质上,我们早就不是孩子了。
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22. 高中时候看只看本地天气预报。
      大学了看两个天气预报除了所在的城市,总也不忘看看家里的天气。


于是,我懂了,走得再远,还是挂念那个不怎么繁华的家乡。
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大学就是学会面对爸妈一点点老了,我们长大了,
以为是somebody的自己变成了nobody也可以接受了。
大一,时间好多,多到不知道 怎 么安排
大二,烦恼好多,多到不知道怎么处理
大三,事情好多,多到不知道怎么应付
大四,纠结好多,多到不知 道怎 么放下
转眼间,大学毕业,参加工作
回首,发现回忆很多,
再回首,发现失落更多~~~~
其实有些 还是对的,不过大学还是忙点好。不忙也是玩。


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